Slave Catechism
Neige paid me a visit a week ago tonight. It’s about 11:30 pm right now, so I’m posting this entry with only half an hour to spare, since Mistress Yoko gives me a one-week deadline for reporting on Neige’s visits. I really try to avoid cutting it this close on those deadlines, since the one time I was late (reporting on my birthday “celebration†in November), Mistress Yoko posted a message in my comments section inviting readers to suggest punishments for my lateness and to keep on suggesting them until I got the entry posted, and some of you evil readers responded very quickly with lots of painful suggestions, all of which were inflicted on me on Neige’s next visit.
The only reason I’m cutting this close is that I’ve been putting in so much time at work, at the gym, and at my new zazen practice routine that I just didn’t notice how quickly the time was flying by until Mistress Yoko posted a comment to my previous entry to remind me.
Actually, there’s not really much to report about Neige’s visit. I haven’t fallen off the wagon on my smoking (almost 3 months smoke-free now!), and Mistress Yoko’s been so busy moving into her new house with her awesome guy Lipby (congratuations, Mistress and Lipby!), and I’ve been so busy with work, that we haven’t been playing any online games or chatting with each other or anything… and as a result, there hasn’t really been any chance for me earn any rewards (darn!) or punishments (whew!). So Neige just enjoyed herself as usual, making me serve and pleasure her in various ways (serving her drinks, posing for her amusement, massaging and sucking her feet, going down on her), and then making me get myself off while she watched.
Oh, and she made me wear the kitty hat again, and said I had to mention it here.
One other thing Neige ordered me to report on… Neige has a little Q&A routine that she makes me go through on all of her visits now, to “remind me of my place.†It reminds me of the catechism that I had to learn in Catholic school… though Neige, who’s never been Catholic, swears that she didn’t know that when she came up with it. But anyway, I can’t help but think of it as my “Slave Catechism.†Neige pointed out on this visit that I’d never written about it, and that Mistress Yoko would love to hear about it, and that I’d damn well better write the whole thing out in this entry. Of course, I begged her not to make me do that, because it’s so humiliating… but I bet you can imagine how much sympathy I got from her about that!
So anyway, here’s my Slave Catechism, which Neige always makes me go through while I’m naked and kneeling or holding some other humiliating position:
Neige: Why is this happening to you?
Me: Because Mistress Yoko wills it.
Neige: And why does Mistress Yoko will it?
Me: Because it amuses Mistress Yoko to teach me my proper place.
Neige: And what is your proper place?
Me: I’m a little slave girl.
Neige: And whose little slave girl are you?
Me: I’m Mistress Yoko’s little slave girl.
Neige: And why are you Mistress Yoko’s little slave girl?
Me: I’m Mistress Yoko’s little slave girl because Mistress Yoko is teaching me a lesson.
Neige: And what lesson is that?
Me: That I must always show respect and obedience and subservience to Mistress Yoko.
Neige: And why is that?
Me: Because Mistress Yoko is the better woman.
Speaking of Mistress Yoko’s superiority, she just earned her new belt in aikido this past weekend, which, if I understand this right, means that she’s just one rank below black belt now. She had to go up against four attackers at once to earn the belt! Jesus! I wish I could have seen that! I am so in awe of her. I can’t imagine doing something like that. She really is the better woman.