Merci à Amy, Anne, Pooky et les autres

Posted by Faighnee on August 29th, 2007

My mistress received suggestions from Amy, Anne, Pooky and their housemates for the price of croissants. I don’t know all the suggestions yet, but I know that she was really pleased with them. Yesterday evening I received my spankings. First she shaved my privates bare, as I’ve promised to keep myself shaven, quite a long time ago.
Thank you Syke for showing me that I’m better off naked and for having my mistress treat every part of my body that was soiled by clothing with five swats each.
During the spanking I had to sit still and keep the requested bodyparts up to be spanked. Whenever I couldn’t hold it, my mistress would start again until I could hold out for the full five swats. I was spanked on my butt, my breasts, my vagina and both my thighs.
Afterwards my mistress told me she would do the first suggestion by Amy and her friends.
She tied me to our bed and then put a tape-recorder next to me. What followed on was incredibly humiliating. She started teasing me and I tried to keep myself from moaning or making any sound, but my mistress knows exactly what she needs to do to make me go crazy. To make my horny she first started stroking and tickling me behind my ears. Then she started licking me in my neck and behind and under my ears and already I was shuddering and whimpering softly, desperately trying not to make a noise. Of course the anticipation of what I knew was coming, made it even harder to resist. Afterwards she let me hear the tape and you can hear me struggle and make soft breathing and puffing sounds. She thought that was really funny. After she started licking and kissing me in my neck, she proceeded by gently stroking and kneading my breasts. Sometimes stopping to twiddle my nipple a bit between her fingers. She kept licking my neck and knibbling my ears in the mean time. On the tape you can hear me start groaning at that point. When she lowered her mouth to my nipples and one hand moved over my belly to my inner thighs, you can hear on the tape that I’m really losing control and when she started stroking my freshly shaven vagina, I simply stopped caring about the tape and I even forgot about it completely. On the tape you can hear me go from barely repressed groans to loud moans and shrieks and cries of “oh yes, you’re a goddess”. My mistress told me that I really had to mention the part where I called her a goddess.
Then all of a sudden she stopped, just twiddling with her fingers on my breasts a bit as she asked: “Do you want me to go on?”
“Yes!”, I whispered to her, suddenly very aware of the taperecorder next to me, but also very horny.
“What did you say?” she asked.
And I said “Yes!” louder this time, knowing that humiliating myself was the only way to get her to go on.
“Yes what?” she asked, slowly teasing my vagina with one finger and stroking my hair with her other hand.
I shuddered and on the tape you can hear my voice tremble as I say “Please, go on.”
My mistress asked me “Go on with what?”
“Please, make love to me!” I said. At that point I nearly started crying with humiliation and arousal.
“Am I your goddess?” she asked me.
“Yes, you are my goddess,” I gasped as she tickled my clit with one hand.
Then she suddenly twisted my nipple with her other hand. I screamed in surprise and pain.
“Do you like this, slave?” she asked me.
And I moaned very loudly: “Yes, I like it!”
“What are you?”
“Your slave!”
“What am I?”
“My mistress and my goddess.” She was licking and knibbling my nipples in between her questions and slowly stroking my vagina and at that point I would’ve done and said anything to make her go on.
“Do you want me to go on?”
“Yes, I want you to go on, please goddess!”
“What’s in it for me, slave?”
“You can spank me!”
“Do you like being spanked?” Her tongue slowly drifted down my belly and then back up again to my breasts and I was desperate for her tongue to go lower and start licking my clitoris again and around my vagina and inner thighs.
“Yes! I like being spanked! Please! Spank me!”
“Ok, I will. But what’s in it for me? I want some pleasure out of it too, slave!”
“I’ll be your naked slave for ever! I’ll do anything!” Her tongues briefly touched just above my vagina and I shuddered with each lick.
“I don’t want you to be my naked slave for ever. You know that. I want something now!”
“I’ll do anything!”
“Like what?” Her tongue teasingly touched my exposed clitoris.
“I’ll wash your car naked!”
“That’ll be a sight. Do you want to come now?”
“Yes mistress, I want to come, please.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes mistress, please let me come.” On the tape you can hear how I can barely string any sentences together and you hear how I’m frantically shocking on the bed and gasping and moaning as she licks my vagina and my clitoris. Then you hear me scream and shriek and shock as I violently orgasm. After that you can hear me begging her to stop as she keeps on licking my vagina. And in the end you can hear me desperately sob and you can hear me whisper “you’re my goddess” when she finally stops.

My mistress then told me that to prevent anyone from hearing the tape, I would have to do some things. First of all I needed to get my story about what happened up by the end of today (which I’m doing right now). This evening we will go out to a friend’s place, so I can do the naked carwash in her garage. My mistress prefers me to not do this in our street. She told me that she would be inviting other friends though and I really look forward with dread to this evening. She also told me that depending on what Amy, Anne, Pooky and the others said, the tape might fall into the wrong hands anyway.

Please mistresses, please have mercy on me. I have to go to the store this afternoon. In your honour I will stop on a parking lot, undress and masturbate for 5 minutes. Please, don’t let anyone else hear that tape. I asked my mistress if I was allowed to give you clothing rights and she agreed, so outside my work you can decide what I wear and where I wear it. Have some mercy on your humble servant.

Needles and hormones and moodswings, oh my.

Posted by Maybue on August 27th, 2007

I’m not sure if it’s the hormone treatment or just the weird weather or just nerves, but Faighnee’s having moodswings of the really womanlike kind. Yesterday I playfully told her that I needed my slave to be naked and she responded with a really cranky “not now”. I felt a bit guilty about it, because it makes sense that I have to leave her alone a bit during this time and I have to consider that and not my own sexual appetite. Later on she came up to me like a playful kitten and apologised for being so cranky and said that I could punish her. My mood was gone a bit of course, so I just told her to get naked. that got me into the mood again quite fast. We didn’t do all that much. Mostly some teasing. I made her do some titty aerobics and of course she had to crawl for me and lick me. But we went to cuddling really fast. And then we started talking about our future. I really can’t wait for the baby. But we’ll have to wait about a month before we get to the actual implantation of the zygote, that is if any ova were inseminated. And after that it’s another 9 months.

I get the mother-itch now every time I see a baby. I don’t know what it is, but all of a sudden it’s as if there’s babies everywhere. As if our decision to have a baby, made them sprout from the trees. In which case it would be nice if one could sprout from a tree near us, because that would save us a whole deal of trouble. Cruainn told me that he spotted quitea couple of storks in one of the reserves nearby. He told me that he’ll check if any of them is carrying our baby.

Now that we’re on Cruainn. He wears a leather collar with a little bell around his neck these days. I’m sure that it looks quite fashionable if you don’t know why he’s wearing it. Cerdhenn and Cruainn are keeping there games private nowadays, but if anyone’s got some nice suggestions, Cerdhenn might be tempted to use them and maybe even force Cruainn to write about them. Any ideas go to Cerdhenn[at]gmail[dot]com or can be given at this site of course. There’s no guarantee that any of your ideas will be used on Cruainn or – if they are -that you will hear about it, but maybe you’ll inspire others.

Project baby: the prologue & Harry Potter DH

Posted by Faighnee on August 23rd, 2007

Tomorrow we start with the preliminary treatments for IVF. This morning I spent in limbo between not going through with it and calling the doctor to ask whether I couldn’t start a day earlier. Right now I’m really calm. I don’t exactly look forward to tomorrow as the whole treatment is uncomfortable at best and even painful at times. But with help from Maybue, my family and my friends I know I can manage this and become a good mother.

I’ve finally finished the last Harry Potter. I liked the book. It’s not as good as I expected or hoped, but not as bad as I feared and it gave a decent ending to the story.

Warning spoilers ahead.

It’s good to be the mistress

Posted by Maybue on August 22nd, 2007

We’ve been playing an adult computer game called “Secret Desires”.

You can modify the rules of the game pretty good to your needs, except that it’s only made for heterosexual couples. But it’s not that difficult to work around that. So I’ve adapted the game to our situation. Which means that I get to wear clothes at the beginning of the game and get to spend a lot of points and Faighnee doesn’t.

Faighnee’s report on the “Price of Croissants” will follow as soon as the last two entries have been sent in. Amy, Anne and the rest of the evil eight will take care of these 10 suggestions. I suppose that even Pooky will have her say in it.

So don’t worry, you will be reading about it soon.

Updates

Posted by Faighnee on August 16th, 2007

Diaries, journals and now blogs. I’ve never been any good at those. And from what I hear Maybue tell me, she isn’t all that good at them either.

We will try to update this blog as much as possible. But it’s harder to share our stories about our games, when Lila’s not here reading them. But we want stories up here for when she does get to read them, so we will do our best.

Stories about the latest games will be coming up soon. Don’t worry about that.
We’ll also keep you updated on our “baby project”. Maybe that’s not interesting to you (although I do know for a fact that there’s quite a few people out there who are interested), but that’s one thing that I really do want to share with the world. Although we will probably be just as erratic on that topic as on anything else.

We recently wanted to do a bet in which the winner (edit: eh, the loser I mean)would become a permanent slave to the other, but right after we started on it, we both decided not to go through on it. It’s good as it is now. We don’t want to change that.